

I don’t know if this day is considered productive at all. I woke up a bit earlier than my usual wake up time, had my breakfast and been on the laptop since then. I had a ham & egg pizza for lunch which was brought by boyf from work. He spent few hours with me before going home. It wasn’t a good morning, I was too lazy to move, but I’m really glad he dropped by. I was cheered up :)
This afternoon was boring. I usually watch The OC during or browse some random blogs during my leisure time but this afternoon was blaaaaa and my laziness overruled. As I was flipping through my brother’s sketch book, I noticed his works were in watercolor and it gave me the idea of putting colors on my sketches. I found my brother’s old watercolor set but didn’t find any brush. And I was like, how will I do this without a paintbrush? -___- So I used my fingers to paint it, and I was quite disappointed with how it turned out. The paper was wet and the colors weren’t distributed fairly. But I was amazed with how my work looked on the photos! And my brother said it looks nice and natural too! :)
It’s currently five-thirty in the afternoon and I’m browsing for new manga to read, and might as well sketch it. I hope everyone’s having a great week! xx
64 commentsroselles asked: I’m not quite sure if this is interesting or not, but have you ever wondered what it would be like to be someone else for a day?
- I find this question interesting! Well yes, for some reason I’ve wondered what it would be like to be another person. I sometimes wish I could take someone’s place, or that I could walk in their shoes, even just for a day. I sometimes wonder what it’s like to live like a celebrity, or wonder why I’m not them. Not in an envious why-can’t-I-have-her-life way, just a “Why am I me and not this person?” kind of way. I wondered what it would be like to be another person. To see what they see. To feel what they feel. To know what they know. To have their life, while still being me.
newbiecherryblogger asked: Hello, Miss Jean. :) I’m just curious about the allotted time you have for sleeping. Are you also insomniac? If so, then what’s on your mind aside from occupying it upon tumblring? Or if you aren’t, the when are you getting emotional? (sorry, haven’t read your whole post at answering it in your askbox. :))
- Hi! Yes I do consider myself insomniac sometimes. I’ve been sleeping really late these past few days, like 3-4 early morning, and wake up 11 almost noon. I realized it’s not good because it affects my health. I’m anemic and I have a weak immune system :/ Aside from tumblring, I sketch and I read interesting stories online (wattpad) whenever insomnia strikes me. I also watch my favorite series on net if I feel like it. Regarding your last question, I don’t really think I’m sure of the time of when do I get emotional. It usually depends on things around me.
pseudoperfection asked: What is the difference between pretty and beautiful?
- I don’t know if it’s just me but whenever someone asks me the difference of pretty and beautiful, my answer would always be pretty is what you see on the outside, and beautiful is what you’ll find within. Don’t get me wrong, those are both lovely words for me, but I see ‘pretty’ through outwards appearance/purely visual.. beauty is deeper; it covers everything — woman’s personality, the way she carries herself, and then her physical appearance.
20 commentsMay 31st, the family went out for a quick shopping and to buy school things for my brother as well. I woke up at 11am (I’ve been sleeping really late these past few days) and had to double-time my moves since they’re already prepared and I haven’t taken my bath yet. I wore a brown comfy blouse, paired with jeans and my favorite floral shoes. I forgot to wear my favorite owl accessories since I was in a hurry.

We had our lunch at Chowking (favorite family eating place) and we had the whole place on our own, ahaah. Well the other room was already full so they let us use the “for reservations” room. Lucky us! The food was served quite late although I must say I didn’t notice it much because I was too busy taking pictures. #meh


And then there’s us and a solo picture of myself. Please do excuse my hair since I had a hate relationship with it on that day. Didn’t get to straighten it well since I ran out of time, and I also forgot to bring my hair clips. -__-

Before going the the school supplies section, mom and I passed by the shoes section and had to stop by because she had to buy a pair for her. And I also spotted these cute red heels! It was sexy and has floral prints on it, but didn’t buy it because mom has more important things to buy and she didn’t bring her credit card with her — unlucky me. But she bought me new lip & cheek tint, and some other girly stuffs. We had Zagu before heading home! It was a tiring day, yet an amazing one.
On another note, I didn’t notice it was June already! Goodbye my love month, and hello school days! Au revoir May, Bonjour June ♡ ♡ ♡
45 commentsI’m so sorry for the late reply as well! :/ You’re welcome, you deserve those kind of messages. I’m glad it made your night! Thank you so much for the lovely reply. Have a nice day! xx

Just a quick update. Hi everyone! Just want to clear things up about my previous posts (which was quite serious about my thoughts on deactivating and blaaa). I just finished reading all the wonderful messages and replies I got from my lovely followers and I’ve realize that I’ve been loved so much on here and I see how people appreciates me and my blog especially. It’s a shame that I let the negativity get into me resulting me to think unhappy thoughts and letting myself drowned into it. It’s a shame that I forgot to think of my followers who loved me so much and been there for me through thick and thin. I’m very sorry for that.
As I was reading through my mentions on twitter, this message from my sweet Elisha somehow touched me and kept me thinking, “Any good reason to blog? Hey don’t you remember a while back someone said your blog saved their life? That’s such an amazing thing, you saved a life.” It made me remember that this blog once saved a life, and that is such a big thing to me. I just came here to blog for myself but people seeing me as an inspiration is a big big plus. Never did I thought that I will reach this far on here and people would remember me and I will be missed if I leave.
I don’t know if all of those written above makes sense but to keep it all short — I am not deactivating and never will I let that option come into my mind again. I will not let all these idiots be on top of me. I’m not giving them what they want. I need to show them that I am much stronger, and I am much better than what they think. I am blogging for myself, to express.. not for others approval. And that would be my blog’s motto. ;)
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Last Friday (May 25th), boyfriend took me out to a pool date. He got suspended from work on that day so we decided to take the opportunity to go out. It was a fine sunny afternoon as I head to his place since he can’t fetch me at my house because it would take too much time and it’s getting late. We arrived at the resort by 5pm and we were quite disappointed to see lots of people (it was late when we realized that it’s a friday and there would be lots of people on that day). Since it’s quite early for the pool, we had a walk around the resort and took beautiful shots of the nature (photos will be posted on a different post). It’s funny because he was amazed with how I took close-up pictures using the macro mode. From time-to-time he would steal the camera from me. -__-


We had dinner at 8pm and played cards after to kill time. It was almost 10pm when we decided to go for the pool (we were waiting for the rain, but unfortunately it didn’t come) and still there were lots of people. I didn’t get to swim that much since there were a group of guys at the other side of the pool and I felt very uncomfortable getting near them. *sigh*

Another great day with Carlo and another memory to write on my diary. Random dates on ordinary days are the best <3 PS, I didn’t get the chance to take a photo of the pool because I was too lazy to walk away from our cottage, plus there were lots of people in it. That’s a lake on the photo above.
69 commentsThis week started out pretty well. I’m so sorry for the lack of posts these past few days — my life has been enjoyable and quite exciting. Since C and I were back together, I’ve been going out and eating foods we used to eat. Last Sunday, I accompanied him to his work (second job) which was at a kiddie party. He worked at a photobooth and that time his co-worker was absent so I decided to go with him. It was fun and his job was really tiring. I voluntarily helped so I wasn’t payed, but I didn’t care though since I really had fun and it was a new experience for me. The shift ended at around 8pm. We stopped at a fast food restaurant and he treated me with coffee float and fries before heading home. We took pictures but I can’t post a decent picture of myself since all the photos he took was blurry. -__- Anyways here are some photos I took.



Twenty-second of May, I woke up at around 12noon and was shocked that I heard his voice from the very moment I woke up so I hurriedly got up and went down and found him at the living room. I was surprised and I asked him, “Why are you here?” He just smiled. Brrr. Later that afternoon I showed him this post, and suddenly he asked if he can post something on my blog. I said sure (I don’t have any idea what he’s going to write on the post) and he told me to not look. I did what he said and he wrote this post. It was actually simple but it really touched me. You’re special someone told you he’s very proud of you — one of the best feelings ever. It was an unforgettable day indeed <3
That was all about the love thing. What I hate about this week is that I’ve been ill for three days now. Tummy aches and mild head aches everyday is worst. I’m feeling a lot better now though. :) Hope everyone’s having a great week! PS, I just realized I went into details that much.
49 commentsAnd I just want to tell you guys - through her account :)) - that I’m proud of her. I don’t normally meddle with her Tumblr but when she showed me a post where she saved a person’s life, I felt proud that she’s mine. Thank you people, you actually make her smile everytime you make posts or stuffs like that.
And babe, I know you’ll read this no matter how I tell you not to, so I love you - and I love you very much. :)
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a nineteen year old girl with a point and shoot camera. hello lovely, my name is Jean and i'm a blogger and theme designer from the southeast asia. i'm a college student, currently taking up tourism course. i have love for vintage, floral, coffee, photography, blogging, and hand-made crafts. I’d love to go to France (consider me as a Francophile), visit the Italian countryside, or getting lost at the busiest roads of London. i want to go to my dream place, Paris, and fall in love at a coffee shop.


